Honey – T.J. Dennett

After they left you lost your job, the Georgian
house your father had left on his deathbed,
and the respect of the school. Graffiti
appeared on playground walls, names of giants
never mentioned before: Cradlesnatcher,
Kiddiefiddler. Whore. Market stalls whispered
Myra and the Moors in idle gossip,
spreading rumours like honey over bread.
Tabloid journalists scrutinised every
angle, listened to your messages and
rifled the garbage as you dyed your hair
and changed your name to escape detection
like a pirate radio. Mrs P.
Mrs A. Mrs E D O.

The council tore down the red-brick cottage
to stop the media poking lenses
into unwanted business. They threw out
the wooden boxes and Primus camping stove,
but left the tea-tray behind as a clue
for amateur detectives, morbidly
curious, and for future explorers.

The new headteacher explained your absence
in a language children could understand,
saving the detail for the staff meetings
as I was moved to the countryside to escape
the questions and the bullying,

only knowing you’d signed a different register.

For years I played dumb with psychiatrists,
who wanted me to do that trick with the chalk,
but yours was the only love I wished for.
I made diary entries in my wrists,
slept in my crimson-stained school uniform
and waited for the tap tap tap on the door,
telling me you’d come home;

but you never did.

Advertisements

About aloudqmu

Aloud is a monthly poetry and spoken word open mic night, and literary magazine. We are based in Glasgow University's Queen Margaret Union, Glasgow, Scotland, UK. Here we wish to publish performance videos from our open mic nights, event updates, and the writing featured in our monthly Aloud Magazine, and some of the writing that didn't quite make the final cut.
This entry was posted in Aloud Magazine Issue 03 and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s